Wow...Well my Christmas was good but got ruined...big argument happened over guess what...my faith! and the story of baby Jesus etc etc....needless to say i did get upset and cry...the words said by the person was like stab wounds to my heart i was bleeding (not literally) everywhere. I spoke with my Pr which helped greatly and obviously i knew who was behind it...later on my friend slept over we had great fun and it really ended Christmas on a good note. Today, again, they SAME person tried to start the argument, the SAME argument again!! argh this time i was revolted, the devil was trying it hard core, but i just didnt say anything at all! because i wasnt going to argue and get upset again.
So...overall it wasnt the best Christmas but it was ok lol.
So today i had work, 12-5 but it was so DEAD haha no one had money to sit and eat in a restaurant lol so they sent me home at 2...as i work in a shopping centre, it was PACKED i couldnt move lol, i went to boots to get some things i needed after 1 shop i had a headache and i wanted to just get out lol.
So the message for today really is that you go through things for a reason, i can truly say what i went through over Christmas destroyed me physically and emotionally...but spiritually i truly saw the strength that God had given me and i was so grateful because i could have left the church there and then, but i didnt all because of God who gave me the strength and put great and wonderful people (my second family) in my life who truly care to help lift me up!
Oh how happy i am i found God...and found true people to help me in my life, who truly care for me! i cant express the joy, happiness i feel...its amazing...im looking forward to this last week of trials and tribulations because i KNOW by the end of it ill be renewed fully!
If you are reading this and you wish you had real people in your life, real joy, real happiness, do not hesitate to comment because i can direct you to a place you will find this.
God bless you all...dont give up no matter what! thats what he wants, but through the strength God gives you, you will make it!
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